So the SAT is tomorrow.
I have been preparing my whole life for this 5 hour test
But I have been studying everyday since February
At least 30 practice questions a night,
hours and hours on Khan Academy,
countless SAT study sessions staying after school,
over 500 flashcards that my English teacher gave me (love you Ms. Tabone!),
poured over a 850+ page textbook,
practice test after practice test after practice test.
I mean what better to do than grammar questions at 2 AM?
I know that I am prepared,
And yet,
I don’t feel prepared.
So I study to convince myself
I take every advantage I can
just so that I can feel safe.
I know that I am a little strange
for spending ten minutes debating what pencils to buy to use on the SAT
(eraser, price, strength, where it was made, pre-sharpened, how it smells)
but I do these things to feel secure.
In my brain,
I know that I am ready,
but I want to feel it in my soul.
So I have 4 new batteries in my calculator,
5 sharpened pencils
and
1 calm heart.
You got this.
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Thank you! I just got back from the test and I think that it went well! 🙂
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That’s great! Happy for you!
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I know you have done a lot to prepare for this test. I have been praying for you and your sister to be able to recall and apply what you have learned. I love you both very much, God bless you!
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I am thankful for the calm heart, that always makes doing the big stuff easier. Best wishes and …… relax for a minute 🙂
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